Flamer (by Mike Curato)

I read this graphic novel for the RHC task "read a banned book and complete a task on Book Riot’s How to Fight Book Bans guides."  I checked out the ALA list of most banned books last year to find the book, then donated to the Freedom to Read foundation for my activity. There are lots of amazing ways to help, especially during Banned Books Week, coming up in October.    

This graphic novel is semi-autobiographical, set in the summer of 1995 when a boy who grew up Catholic but doesn't quite fit in goes to Boy Scout camp, worries about what lies ahead in his first year of high school, and struggles with some confusing feelings for a friend.  A very quick read but very moving and reminded me of what it was like for my (Catholic, effeminate, turned out to be gay) best friend growing up and struggling with these same feelings in this era.  

An important book that deserves to be read. 

The Do-Over (by Lynn Painter)

It may surprise you to know that this YA novel was actually also a RHC novel - for the category "a holiday romance that isn’t Christmas."  In this novel, Emilie relives the same Valentine's Day over and over, which places her in the path of classmate Nick instead of her not-so-perfect-after-all boyfriend, Josh.

The novel features familiar time loop tropes with a fun twist (no spoilers) and although it's predictable and the third-act breakup is a bit forced, it still wraps up sweetly.  Lynn Painter seems to have a lot of fans and this was cute - I will probably give her novels another shot. 

Summer Girls (by Jennifer Dugan)

A queer YA about two girls - one ridiculously rich who is in a beach town for the summer, the other lower middle class who works as a lifeguard there - who get together. Their conflicts are about their class differences, including the fact that one girl's dad is a real estate developer gentrifying the town.

I almost DNF this despite it being a quick read - the central relationship just didn't make sense or feel believable to me. They got together too quickly in the story and their romance seemed to pretty much just be based on the fact that they found each other hot. I closed the last page thinking, "Well, that will never last." 

Not exactly what you want from a young adult romance!  

 

I Am Not Jessica Chen (by Ann Liang)

Read for the RHC category "2025 release by a BIPOC author."  I kind of accidentally read it - I'm reading a different book, but when I opened my Kindle app, this one was already open for some reason. Cut to me at two am, finishing it. 

The premise: a girl named Jenna Chen lives in the shadow of her smarter, pettier, more successful cousin Jessica, and makes a wise that she could be her.  The wish comes true, and she wakes up in Jessica's body. But is being Jessica Chen all it's cracked up to be? And what about Jenna - who everyone around her is slowly forgetting even existed?

Obviously a premise that requires you to suspend disbelief, but executed well. Jenna's journey from self-loathing to self-acceptance rings very true. I think Ann Liang does a great job creating well-rounded and authentic-feeling characters.   I did think the pacing was slightly off at the end, but maybe this is because it was the wee hours of the morning?  Anyway, as you can see, I couldn't put it down - which is probably the highest possible praise I can give it.

Iceland Books

I got a bit caught up on my reading goal and finished six books while I was on vacation. As per usual, here they are in vacation roundup format. 

We Solve Murders (by Richard Osman) 

My friend sent me a picture of this book on the recommendation shelf of a local independent bookstore, because it's written by Richard Osman, who has been on Taskmaster UK, a show he introduced me to. This is the moment I realized the Taskmaster Richard Osman is the same Richard Osman who wrote the Thursday Murder Club series! We Solve Murders is the beginning of a new series from him, and thanks to my friend, also meets the criteria of "a staff pick from an indie bookstore" for the Read Harder Challenge. Apart from that, it's a great kickoff to a new series - funny, unpredictable, cozy, with charming characters. If you liked Thursday Murder Club, you'll enoy this one too.

Shampoo Unicorn (by Sawyer Lovett)

The novel is about a queer podcast in rural America, shown from three points of view. I think the exploration of small town homophobia and transphobia will resonate with its audience, but it was not quite successful for me. Of the three point of view characters, one is kind of shoehorned in unsuccessfully, and another is in second person for seemingly no reason. More a book I'm glad exists for today's kids than one which landed with me.

Dangerous Games: What the Moral Panic Over Role-Playing Games Says About Play, Religion, and Imagined Worlds (by Joseph Laycock)

As the title suggests, this one is pretty academic and definitely reads like someone's published thesis (not that there's anything wrong with that). Read this for the RHC category "a book about a moral panic."  I did find it very interesting, as Laycock talks about how fantasy serves similar functions to religion in society and how that overlap can lead to moral panic. It also talks about how the secret to averting a theocracy is allowing people to explore imaginary worlds and alternative frameworks like art, fantasy, science, and religion (apart from the hegemonic one). A slow read but enjoyable.

Leo Martino Steals Back His Heart (by Eric Geron)

A queer YA, of course. On the plus side: had a real story of self-discovery that felt authentic, and wasn't formulaic.  On the negative side: the tone is confusing, a lot of plot is unresolved (like okay, his dad is a cartoon-like cheater and abuser, but his mom's family takes the dad's side? And that's not ever explained or resolved?), some of the side characters seem more like plot devices than actual people with motivation, and the central romance didn't work for me. So, an author with a ton of potential but a book that didn't quite work. 

A Psalm for the Wild Built (by Becky Chambers)

Sci-fi novella for the category "a queernorm book."  To me, reads like the prologue of an actual book. This is about a discontent "tea monk" named Dex who meets a sentient robot and they become friends and set off on an adventure. It's a classic Becky Chambers cozy sci-fi in a casually queer world but really feels like the story has barely begun. 

The Examiner (by Janice Hallet)

I loved the premise of this one - like The Appeal, a novel told through text messages and emails being reviewed by a third-party - in this case, an examiner (a grade-reviewer) for a master's degree art course populated by some deliciously unlikeable characters.  Also one of them might be dead.  First half of this was terrific, up to the first twist (which I loved) and then the denoument ended up being super long and convoluted, and I didn't quite follow everything that was even going on, what people's motivations were, or what the Maguffin even was. Maybe it was just because I was jetlagged by this point but I saw similar feedback on Goodreads so I didn't feel too alone. 

Santa Ana Boooo-oookksss

The title is a reference to this Crazy Ex-Girlfriend classic.  RIP Adam Schlesinger.  But I read two* YA books on my trip to Anaheim last week and flew into the Santa Ana airport, so here we are. 

*I actually also re-read Looking for Alaska kind of by accident in the middle there

Throwback (by Maureen Goo)

I definitely judge books by their cover. I had checked this one out so many times and then returned it before I finally got around to reading it, and it was after the cover changed from a photo to an illustration.  I had the same issue with Martyr! - procrastinated reading it because of the cover.  This is about a girl who goes back in time, Back to the Future style, to help her mother win homecoming queen.  Absolutely delightful although despite being about a first-generation immigrant and her daughter (I am first-generation and those themes usually make me cry) did not make me cry.

Reggie and Delilah’s Year of Falling (by Elise Bryant) 

I read this one right after Looking for Alaska which was kind of a hard bar to clear, so I was expecting to start a few novels and abandon them before I found one that measured up. But this was delightful right away! Reggie is a Black D&D nerd, Delilah is a biracial girl who has just started fronting a rock band. The romance is a lovely slow burn and the other issues the characters work through - does Reggie's love for "nerd stuff" make him less Black? Is Delilah being tokenized by the guys in her band? - are handled with subtlety. The third act breakup was clunky and honestly felt kind of obligatory but I loved these characters.  Recommended!

 

Grief in the Fourth Dimension (by Jennifer Yu)

I picked this one up after my frantic Tournament of Books reading (I ended up reading 14 of the 18 books this year) since it has been lingering in my backlog and I enjoy young adult and speculative fiction. (Oh, you don't say...)

Two high school students die and are reborn into a mysterious room where they can view - and attempt to communicate with - their loved ones back on earth.  Definitely interesting enough to finish, although it didn't make me cry despite being about literal death so clearly there was something missing for me. I feel like maybe I didn't get to know the characters enough or didn't like them enough. (There are also some editing mistakes that pulled me out of it - one character is named Iris, but is referred to as "Alice" multiple times, for example.)

Not a must-read but also an interesting premise and not a DNF.  (And I picked up two more YAs this week that I quickly DNF'd so that's not totally hollow praise!)

Wild About You (by Kaitlin Hill)

A quick vacation read about teenagers doing a reality competition on the Appalachian Trail.  This was above average and I think one of the standout elements for me was the humor (our main character's voice was delightful and legitimately hilarious. For example, when she's scaring off a bear by yelling at him about the misogynistic nature of the Incredible Hulk, and which Chris is best.) (It's Pine.)

Secondly, her journey is rooted in anxiety and familial trauma that is very well-handled and doesn't get tied up in a bow.  The conflicts are not manufactured but rooted in actual character. So I really liked that part!

I didn't love it so much that I need to go read the rest of her novels immediately - need some more queerness to really hit the spot for me - but I'd absolutely read another book from her in the future.

Anaheim Reads

Spent last week traveling for work again and finished three books, so here's a summary!

Make My Wish Come True (by Rachael Lippincott and Alyson Derrick) 

I waited until December to read this, a sapphic romcom in two alternating points of view by the authors of She Gets the Girl, which I really enjoyed. Like this one, more new adult than young adult vibe.  This is a classic Hallmark movie vibe - city girl who has made it big in Los Angeles comes back to the small town and has a fake relationship with the girl she left behind. Charming characters, delightful writing, excellent chemistry - very cute.

Liars (by by Sarah Manguso) 

A Tournament of Books entry abut an extremely toxic marriage. I had to read this in what I called "rage-snippets" because it's about a man who is such a classic tool of the patriarchy (and the woman who stays with him) that I found it enraging to read.  I gather it's somewhat autobiographical, which is why this man has no redeeming qualities, but watching a woman throw away years and have a baby with a man who is awful in every way doesn't make for a fun read.  Anyway, I snippeted my way towards the end. The patriarchy is garbage.

The Last Love Song (by Kalie Holford) 

Another young adult (see, I needed a palate cleanser after my rage-snippets) and it requires a whole lot of suspension of disbelief.  The main character is from a small town, her mother was a famous country star who died young, and she gets sent on a scavenger hunt around the town (by her deceased mom) at her graduation day.  Why wouldn't her grandparents ever even mention how her mother died? (It's not even some dramatic reason.) If her mom's so famous, why wouldn't she just check Wikipedia? The town is dedicated to her mom yet nobody who knew her as a person has ever had a single conversation with her only child? And the fight that gets in the way of the romance at 80% just makes the love interest look like an asshole. (Yes, Mia isn't very brave or bold. But you allegedly are in love with her and she clearly never has been. Also Mia is so emotional about her dead mother's letter she has literally just vomited. And this is the time to have a fight and break up? It's too contrived to believe that anyone would actually behave this way.)  Anyway, I liked the song lyrics and I liked the characters, I just needed a bit more believability.

Airport Feminist Book Club

These are the four books I finished on a work trip to Austin last week; the theme of patriarchy was front and center in three of them.  The first two I finished had pink covers and I wanted to do a whole theme but I gave that up after looking at my library holds and realizing I didn't have any more pink books. Would have been cute in a pointless way though.  

Annie Bot (by Sierra Greer)

Contender for favorite book of the year (which I thought James had locked up).  Onstensibly about a sex robot who is sentient, but actually an exploration of the subtleties of personhood and emotional abuse.  Skin crawling and fascinating and unpredictable... I loved everything about it and re-read the ending like four times.

Plan A (by Deb Caletti)

About a girl who has to travel from Texas to Oregon to get an abortion. The way her pregnancy is discovered by the community is incredibly contrived and the writing takes some getting used to - a bit stream-of-consciousness and discursive. But once I adjusted to the writing and decided to suspend disbelief, I enjoyed it. (While, obviously, being enraged because women should have basic fucking body autonomy.)  It's a bit didactic but it's young adult and this particular kind of didacticism is badly needed even though it SHOULDN'T BE but here we are. 

This Time It’s Real (by Ann Liang)

This was an adorable YA palate cleanser about a girl living in China who has a fake relationship with a film star in her class. It's very cute and well-written with great chemistry.  I hoped it would be good because Ann Liang's I Hope This Doesn't Find You was also very good. Great to discover a new, extremely solid young adult writer!

The Secrets We Keep (by Cassie Gustafson)

Also a YA but this time about a girl whose father is arrested for abusing her friend, and the secrets she may have been keeping for him. Absolutely moving, utterly heartbreaking.  Weirdly has a similar ending to Annie Bot as both characters undergo a sort of liberation.  I also re-read this ending like four times for the same reason. And god I loved the fairy tales interspersed throughout too! A couple of moments when the inner voice doesn't quite work, but for the most part, great.

Alaska Books

I spent a week in a cabin in Alaska; due to weather and flight delays, I also spent a whole lot of time holed up in the cabin and in airports and on planes. As a result, I finished a whopping nine books, so this might be a long post! This covers many of my favorite genres: litfic, young adult, speculative fiction, and Japanese mystery.

Asking for a Friend (by Kara H. L. Chen)

Cute YA about Taiwanese-American kids with complicated families who enter a business competition. In fact, the first of two books on this list about second-generation Asian kids! I enjoyed the depiction of Taiwanese culture and as a second-generation kid of immigrants (though not Asian immigrants) a lot of relatability in this one. Cute but not amazing.

Inspector Imanishi Investigates (by Seicho Matsumoto) 

I believe this was a new author for me that I got from a recommendation on Reddit.  Slow-paced, lots of minutia which I normally love, but but not enough balance in the other direction, and not enough excitement in the mystery. It's like "here is every detail about a very slow paced investigation, and the killer is the exact person you most medium suspect, and you'll discover that very slowly." Not a must.

True Love and Other Impossible Odds (by Christina Li) 

This was the one that made me cry.  It has lot in common with the first book on this list, as it also deals with the pressure of being the child of Asian immigrants. Bu it's a little more mature (the characters are college freshman), the romance is a Sapphic one (always a plus), and in general it was more affecting (I cried). Of all the YA books (or early adult in this case) on this list, this was by far my favorite.

James (by Percival Everett) 

I've been meaning to read this one since the summer, as it was selected for Camp ToB and is by one of my favorite authors. It's a high concept novel (a loose retelling of Huck Finn from Jim's perspective) and it's by Percival Everett, so of course it's a masterpiece. This will definitely make my end of year best books list and probably be in the 2025 tournament.  It's wonderful.

In the Orbit of You (by Ashley Schumacher) 

Another YA, with good chemistry and a nicely complex love story but an unsatisfying ending that didn't quite ring true. As an aside, I knew the Goodreads crowd would dislike this one because they get very mad when anyone is emotionally (or god forbid physically) cheating in a YA novel, but I cannot be the only teenager with the messiest love life. (A sample of my high school days: I cheated on my first boyfriend by kissing a hot guitar player at a party, he responded by bringing me flowers and forgiving me, which didn't make sense until I catfished him for fun only to discover he'd been having sex with his male best friend for years. We stayed together until I successfully convinced him he was gay. We've been best friends for over 30 years. That's high school for you!)  

Margo Has Money Troubles (by Rufi Thorpe)

I decided based on reading her ToB judgment last year that I had to read something by Rufi Thorpe and indeed, this novel is exactly as smart, fresh, quirky and funny as I expected. 

The Half-Life of Love (by Brianna Bourne) 

This was both speculative fiction and YA; the concept is that you get a twinge when your life is halfway over.  A lot of suspension of disbelief was required because they are scientifically investigating it as if it's some chemical thing but also apparently you're immortal before this happens? Like, what happens if you blow your brains out with a pistol? But it's a love story between a researcher who lost her baby sister and a teenage boy who's about to die.  I didn't love how the ending played out (not in terms of what happens, but in terms of how Finch doesn't get agency over his planned death) but it was an interesting high concept, and I liked September as a character and just generally pondering how we live our lives and what's important. Also I was on a bucket list trip (to see the Northern Lights) so led to some interesting contemplation about the purposes of a bucket list and why this trip was important to me.

True Letters from a Fictional Life (by Kenneth Logan)

I wasn't sure if the characters fell flat for me because I was tired from travel at this point, but my thoughts were echoed on Goodreads and the more I thought about it, the more flat it fell. It's about a sporty kid who's figuring out he's gay but I had a lot of problems with it: there's a lot of homophobic and transphobic stuff that is never challenged or addressed. It doesn't feel like in 21st century Vermont of all places there would be this many people using the f-slur, punching gay kids, assuming gay people are pedophiles, or panicking about gay people getting AIDS. Like the widespread regressive attitudes don't ring true. The romance is absolutely tepid. And I couldn't really visualize any of the characters so they all fell flat. A big miss for me.

Salvation of a Saint (by by Keigo Higashino) 

Last but not least, from the author of The Devotion of Suspect X, another Howdunit.  There was one part of the Howdunit that I figured out very early on; the other part was ingenious and I didn't. I loved the character of the female junior detective.  I loved the entire plotline and the unraveling of the mystery. Goes into my top tier of Japanese mysteries for sure, and a great note to end my vacation reading marathon on!

Two Ya Don'ts

I read two YA books last week and just realized that they both start with the word Don't. So here we are. It's a theme now!

Don’t Let It Break Your Heart (by Maggie Horne) 

This is about a lesbian who has come out but is still facing microaggressions from former friends and is enmeshed in a deeply codependent way with her ex-boyfriend, also her lifelong best friend.  A new girl comes to school that both she and the ex are immediately attracted to, and complications ensue. They definitely act like messy teenagers but in a relatable way.  I liked that the focus was less on the romance and more on our main character, Alana, determining what it means to be an out lesbian and what does (and doesn't) have to change in her life. Really good!

Don’t Be a Drag (by by Skye Quinlan) 

This is about a girl with anxiety and depression who goes to spend her summer with her drag queen brother and enters a drag king competition. This worked less well for me - the characters seem to change personalities between chapters, there are some time jumps where we are told about an incident rather than shown, and the romance doesn't really work that well, although I did like the ending and what the author is attempting. There are a lot of references to fanfic which is the hallmark of a fic writer going mainstream, and it does indeed read on the level of good fanfic.   (That said, in the first chapter the author is in a first class pod on an airline later revealed to be Southwest, an airline with no first class at all. So maybe it's an editor problem...)

Another First Chance (by Robbie Couch)

You know I'm always going to run, not walk, to any queer RA speculative fiction. (As long as it's not fantasy.  It's a fine line.)

This one has a kid grieving the death of his best friend sign up for a mysterious weeklong experiment called the Affinity Trials. How he gets recruited into them is somewhat convoluted but then we watch the Trials happening, we watch him make new friends and wonder what the researchers running the trials are truly hiding and what their real agenda is. 

(When you find out the answer, you too may find the experiment design somewhat nonsensical.) This book had a slow start and setup, but I powered through (read this while getting my hair done for five hours) and enjoyed the reveal and the ending.  Wasn't at the level of More Happy Than Not, but still enjoyable.

Vincent and Theo: The Van Gogh Brothers (by Deborah Heiligman)

This book won a whole bunch of awards, so feel free to take this review with a grain of salt. (Or a grain of sand, like the one we saw through a microscope at the Van Gogh museum because Van Gogh painted one of his canvasses at the beach and it was windy that day.) 

The RHC category was "a YA nonfiction book" and that's probably why this didn't work for me. Although the content was good, and I learned a lot about the Van Gogh brothers, the writing style was super choppy, a bit juvenile and simplistic, and not particularly engaging.  I would much rather have read a biography written for adults, but that wasn't the task. 

I do love that she gave Jo her due though; it was not only Theo but Theo's wife Jo that ensured Vincent's art lived on after both brothers were gone.

The Worst Perfect Moment (by Shivaun Plozza)

This was for the RHC task "recommended by a librarian" and it is queer YA! With an amazing supernatural concept about a girl who dies and goes to her happiest moment, only it's inside of a horrible memory in a rundown motel. Seems tailor-made for me, am I right?

Unfortunately I had a lot of issues with it.  The banter is mostly the main character and the angel who designed her heaven calling each other "dick cheese" and "butt face" a lot. Just not clever or cute, honestly. It's also a really frustratingly dumb concept of heaven, which I guess gets figured out by the end but not in a brilliant, The Good Place type of way. The romantic chemistry is minimal. The entire story of our MC's life (and those she leaves behind) is depressing as hell.   

I would have quit this one, I think, if not for the challenge. I have three other librarian recommendations in my library queue so I may read more of them, we shall see! Sorry this was a miss for me.

How to Excavate A Heart (by Jake Maia Arlow)

What's this? More queer YA? Why, I never.

Starting with the minor negatives - I found the main character frustrating from the start, but when I got to the conflict at 80% (with percentages on my Kindle app I can assure you there's always a conflict at 80%) it was the worst example of the miscommunication trope ever and I had to put the book down for a while.  (It turned out her reaction had a good reason, which in hindsight was obvious, and I did forgive her very quickly.)  She does have a good growth arc but you'll know pretty quickly when starting the book if you're okay with a very flawed protagonist.

Another minor negative - this is billed as "enemies to lovers" because the characters meet when our MC's mother hits the love interest with her car. And then the love interest is really super mean and nasty for seemingly no reason except to call it "enemies to lovers." (Like why are you so hateful towards the passenger of the car?) It doesn't make sense for her character at all (or her character is just underdeveloped) so by the time you get to the end you look back and think ???? what was that about? 

But the writing is solid. It's legitimately funny without trying too hard. And the details are what really make it: the D.C. setting, the corgi and his little snow booties, the art of David Hockney, a local meteorologist who drinks out of a cup with a picture of himself on it, paleoicthyology, Beatrice and her haunted sex bed. So many delightful details made everything else forgiveable. 

Time and Time Again (by Chatham Greenfield)

A really fun time loop novel with a great central romance. Strong, organic representation of two disabled lesbians (one nonbinary) who get stuck in a time loop and, of course, complications ensue.

I loved our main character's arc over the course of the time loop, the main characters' communication skills, the diversity (including size diversity) that seemed purposeful and not shoehorned in, because the characters' diverse identities are actually explored.  Five stars! If I gave stars, which I don't. Man I should have been giving stars this whole time, huh?

I Hope This Doesn’t Find You (by Ann Liang)

Another cute YA, although the premise of this one (Sadie's hate mails that she saves in email drafts accidentally get sent) is ridiculous. Nobody as careful as Sadie would write email drafts with the person's name in the "To:" field, it is absolutely so dumb. And how they get sent out makes no sense.

I stuck with it because I enjoyed Sadie (an extreme people-pleaser and high achiever) and was excited to see her growth over the course of the novel - and that was great, as was the chemistry with the love interest. They had cute banter but actually did hate each other so it's a good enemies-to-lovers slow burn. I never did get fully past the premise though!

Wish You Weren’t Here (by Erin Baldwin)

A sapphic YA debut from Erin Baldwin. Overall I enjoyed it - I thought the writing was really funny without trying too hard (the slightly off-brand Beauty and the Beast production was hilarious) and I enjoyed the camp setting and the chemistry between the leads. 

There are some missteps - slightly off characterization (I agree with some Goodreads reviewers that a dual POV would have potentially really helped) and some strangely resolved side plots, but overall it's a good debut and I will definitely read whatever Baldwin writes next!

Belize Books

I'm almost done with a sixth book, but here are the five books I finished while on my vacation to Belize:

Birding Under the Influence (by Dorian Anderson)

I avidly followed Dorian's blog about the Big Year he did on a bicycle. In this memoir, he tells the story of his journey while interspersed with the love story between him and his now-wife Sonia, and his problems with drinking and drugs and general addict behavior. I thought this memoir was terrific - well written, candid, structured well, and generally one of the better blog-to-book books I've ever read. Highly recommended if you're interested in reading about a Big Year!

Journey Under the Midnight Sun (by by Keigo Higashino) 

Another Japanese Mystery, and I think the third one I've read by Higashino. This one is pretty long (I would say overly long) and you figure out whodunit pretty early, but the whydunit and will-someone-ever-catch-them elements propel you to the end. Definitely a motive I should have, but did not, see coming, which made the ending hit hard. Not my favorite by him purely because of the overlength, but good nonetheless.

The Long Run (by James Acker)

Queer YA, you knew it was making it on this list somehow. I wasn't sure an athlete love story would be my jam as they've been hit or miss for me in the past, but this one has so much depth, the characters and their relationship are actually wonderful and lovely and I cried of course. Recommended!

Noah Frye Gets Crushed (by Maggie Horne)

This was, vis a vis the RHC, "a middle grade book with an LGBTQIA main character." Absolutely adorable, funny and charming. full of terrific characters, although I would have liked to see Jessa developed better. I'm actually not a middle grade fan (Baby-Sitters Club notwithstanding ) but this nails it. Horne has got a sapphic YA debut coming out next month, can't wait for that!

Annie LeBlanc Is Not Dead Yet (by Molly Morris) 

Love the premise - every 10 years, someone in this small town gets to come back from the dead - wrapped in a queer YA.  I enjoyed it enough to finish it to the end but was my least favorite of these - I found it to be overly quirkified and aggressively 90s (authors need to stop with this).  I was thrown off at the very beginning by the quirky names. The main characters, Wilson and Ryan, are both girls. Ryan's twin brother is Mark, which makes no sense whatsoever as a sibling set. Wilson calls her mother by her first name, Jody, and Jody's ex, a man, is named Cass.  Wilson is named after Wilson Phillips. I was so confused and also, like, why do all the names have to be quirky.  My biggest issue is that the romance didn't fully work and relationships felt inorganic.  I finished it, I guess, is the best I can say!